I have been torn between THREE lovers...
DEATH... Fin... and Star...
It makes me feel as if i am trapped in a house that is not my own.. one with FLOWERS... AND LIGHTS.... AND LOOOOOVVVVVE!
It reminds me of a DREAM i wonts had...
The dream... WAS A NIGHTMARE...
there was colours.... kittens.... PUPPYS!
must i say more?
it was terrifying... AND NOT IN THE GOOD WAY
A happy knife had stabed my depressed heart... only making me drift ferther away... FORM LIFE!
I woke up colder then usual... so i ran my self a bath... FULL OF ICE.. it makes me feel worm...
it makes me feel.. goood... that my body is suffering... I HATE MY BODY... it isnt me... ITS YOU!